Long Long Day

Well good evening everyone,

Started the day off with a rough start, by posting this on Facebook. "Ok, I have a feeling today is going to be a really hard day not to smoke. Gonna fight through it though, if I can make it through today I'm gonna be alright not smoking. I guess this is one of those moments others have warned me about where the urge will be pretty strong. Wish me luck!!!"

After yesterday and the restless night I had I didn't think I would be able to hold out but with all my support from my friends I was able to do so. I did take the easy path and stayed away from going outside with my friends today when they smoke but I survived. Even though the day didn't seem to improve. Still having pain in my back, blood vessel popped in my right eye, had to deal with HR in regards to an employee today, continued working on policies for attendance and promptness/tardiness for my dept., almost finished year end reviews, voted and found out that I have to come in at 6am tomorrow morning because I screwed up the schedule. So this week is rapidly and consistently beating me down, but what do you do when you get knocked down, you pick yourself up at least that's what I was taught. So I guess I'm gonna be picking myself up several more times this week at the rate I'm going. Anyway, this concludes another exciting adventure in the life of Courtney. Until next time!!!1